Monday, 18 August 2008

• My first-time experience of ANGEL's.

  It was during a saturday prayer with the youths of my current church (Harvest Time Sanctuary) when I experience something extra-ordinary.

  We begin praying in tongues and all who attended pray really hard. I was sitting on one end of the opposite side praying too. When the presence of God fell, everyone begin to pray even louder then before.

  I felt so much peace and love when the precense of God hit me the first time. After that, as I begin to focus back to God and pray, I was hit by the presence of God again and I fell on my knees. At that point, I already know that I'm gonna be knocked out flat on the floor by the presence of God.

  I stood on my knees for some time, to just soak myself in the presence of God. And all of a sudden, with both my eyes closed, I saw an ANGEL standing infront of me. I only get to see the bottom half of the body. The ANGEL was dressed with a gold & silver cotton type of robe and it was white in colour. It was so bright. I tried to look up to have a glimpse of the ANGEL's face, but as I tried to do so, the ANGEL kneel-down and touch my back. Although I just saw it, but I really felt that there was someone touching my back.

  The minute the ANGEL touched my back, I fell flat on the floor, being knocked-out. As I was about to fall flat on the floor, the ANGEL hold me and gently put my down on the ground.

  When I was unconcious, I was enjoying the presence of God and I found myself in Heaven.

  I was kinda knocked-out for a long time. It was my first time to get knocked-out in church that long.

  When I got up, I don't even have the strength to push myself up to sit still. And at that time, the prayer session has already ended and everyone was fellowshipping together. I remain on the floor for some time to regain strenght to get up.

  And when I stood up, everything that I saw just came back into my head, so I shared this to my youth leader and she was impressed.

  This was my first experience of seeing an angel standing so close and right infront of me.

  I really wanna thank God for allowing me to have a glimpse of an angel.

   

  Take Care.

  God Bless.

   

  ~Bryan~

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• My Testimony (30/7/08)

  I really wanna thank God cause of this great restoreration upon my friendship with another person.
  
  3 years ago, 2004, when I was in form 1, there's this guy from the same tuition of mine who's age is equal with me, always disturb me. Everyday I was being bullied by him. And it ended up in one day, when I returned this belonging on the following day with a little damage on it, he wasn't so happy and he hit me really hard. It didn't affect me much until he used his file, full of books and hit my head. It hurts more then normal hits from him. Since then I have this strong grudge and revenge upon this person but I kept it all in my heart and pretend as is nothing happened.
  In 2008, 30th July, Main Convent held an event for certain schools and it's under the Christian Fellowship (CF) of selected schools. And to my shock, I meet him there. The moment I saw him, peace just came into me and by faith, I approached him and talked to him. We didn't have much time talking to each other due to the time.
  
  I realised that all my anger upon this person has vanished. It's an example of loving your enemy. Yes it's true I treated him as my enemy but now, I believe that he's no longer an enemy of mine but a friend that I've found after 3 years.
  
  I thank God for that very moment of new friendship that's being build up again.
  
  ~Bryan~

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• My Little History (1992 - 2008)

  Don't worry, I'm not gonna tell the whole history of the world out. I'm just gonna say about my past, which is also known as my little history.
  I was raised up in an avarage family with both loving parents. I'm also the eldest child in my family, in which I only have one brother. As you've read the post about my life, true I was born with a little hole in my heart (under one of the valve). Well apart from that, I grew up to be a fine yet normal guy. I was baptised as a christian at a very young age (can't remember much on the age).
  The first church I went was called Canning Garden Methodist Church (CGMC). I was there till March 2007, and I alone went to another church called Harvest Time Sanctuary (HTS). It's a long story for me to tell more about this but I don't wanna waste precious time on it.
  Now I'm 16 (15+ cause my birthday is on December 19) and mostly everything is going prefectly smooth. I was in SRK La Salle (my primary school) and now I'm in St.Michael's Institution (my secondary school).
  I'm not the active type of person especially when it comes to sports. Yes I know how to carry out certain sports but the problem is that I'm just lazy to do so. Sometimes I'll be really quiet, and sometimes the other way round. To me, friends are important cause friends play an important roll in everyone's life, and that includes myself.
  When I was young, I was pretty much hot-tempered, naughty, and a little aggresive. It was all because of the envioronment I was surrounded. I'm also the type of person that likes to stick to something that is addictive and intresting.
  I also caused alot of trouble at certain times. Yet scolding wasn't enough.
  
  Now as I'm 16, when I look back at my old pictures, I really miss those old times. Plus I can hardly imagine that I was so cute at that time.
  I've heard alot from my friends that I've changed alot. Especially those who knew me for a very long time. They can tell out that I've totally changed. I'm not the Bryan Chan that was from the past, but I'm fresh new. All this happens because of one person and that is God. I believe in God and I trust God in everything I do. Alto I've been through many tests from God just to experienct a 100% change in my life, I've decided to recommit my life back to christ once again. Now, I can play the guitar and also be more attentive. I'm not just living a world all by myself, but I've got friends, my family, my reletives and most importantly I have God by my side. In whatever the situation I go through, I'm not alone.
  
  Dear readers, I know this is a little out from the topic but trust me, if I can experience so much change in my life because of one person and that is God, I pray that you will want to know this God that's always with me.
  Just believe in your heart cause God gave us life so that we could have a relationship with God before His return. Do make the right desicion in your life.
  
  May God Bless those who read this.
  
  Take Care
  ~Bryan~

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• The Reason behind the Convenant I've made

  This year, 2008, I've set a convenent between myself and God. A convenent is more likely a strong promise in which I cannot break. The convenent I've made is that I won't get into a relationship in the next 7 years. This is not a joke and I'm really serious with this. There are reasons on why did I made such convenent, and somemore it's between myself and God.
  Some people may think that I'm just playing around, or maybe this could be a silly thing or rather an act of foolishness to force myself to make such a convenent. Is this a right choice for me to do so? Some people asked me that.
  Well, to answer that question, it's up to my decision to decide should or should I not make a convenent. And in the end, I've decided to make a convenent bewteen myself and God.
  Some reasons are hard to be explained but I'll try to put out all the points on why did I made such convenent and why it's 7 years. I'll make it simple so that those who read this will truely understand it.
  
  It all begins last year, 2007, when I first gotten myself in a relationship. It was during the month of April. As months passed by, things seems so fine until this year, 2008, things then begin to shaken up. We went througha time of struggling until we came to a point of breaking up. After the break up, I realise that the pain was so unbearrable until I have to cry out to God. It was a time of emotional healing for me. After nearly 2 weeks later, I learnt something from it. And what I've learnt is that people do play with other people's emotion (flirting) plus it was totally wrong to get myself into a relationship at this age.
  
  There are two differences between 'Love' and 'Like'. The word 'Love' refers to a word of expression. Love can come in many ways but in the world we live in now, such word have been misused. The word 'Like' refers to a word of feeling. Also the same thing, such word have also been misused. Like and Love are two totally different words in the espect of the meaning and also terms.
  
  The reason for me to set the time limit for 7 years is because, by then, I'll be 23. Within the 7 years of convenent, I'll have more time on my studies, more time on my work, and most inportantly spending more time with God.
  
  Since then till now, I realised that I've changed so much plus my walk with God is getting closer.
  
  I hope that this brings a clearer view of my convenent.
  
  Take Care
  God Bless
  
  ~Bryan~

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• Introduction

  Hello everyone, well it took me some time to think should or should I not start a blog. And well, I've decided to start a blog cause using blogs, we can put a message in it then when others read it, they will get the message that the blogger is trying to tell. Anyway I've been to many blog websites but I need to stay fixed to one in which everyday I can update and that's my MSN Space.
  Everyday I'll go online on my msn except for Saturdays and Sundays. Seldom you will be able to see me online during these two days because I'll be out.
  The reason for me to start a blog here is because there are alot of things that I could post on the web.
  
  
  
  First and farmost, let me introduce myself.
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  I'm Bryan Chan Khai Shien. A 16 year old chinese from Malaysia. For a guy at my age, I'm pretty much a small size and short dude among the others. I'm also a commited christian. Currently I'm studying in St. Michael's Institution Ipoh. I'm an Ipoh boy. Ipoh is a small town. I have a younger brother who's currently studying in Kuala Lumpur. Apart from being the only child in the house, I've tha oppourtunity to have more time on personal agenda. It can be said that I'm an abnormal child. It's because I was born with a hole in my heart and I've been living with it for 16 years already. Although it may seem tough, I fully trust God that He'll be my guidance and healer. I've recommited my life to christ last year and being in a church called Harvest Time Sanctuary, I've been experiencing alot of God's unexpected healing upon me.
  
  This is just the beginning of my blog. There are more to be shared ahead.
  
  Take Care.
  God Bless.
  
  ~Bryan~

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